My mom thinks I’m the biggest slut in the world.

• She thinks I try very hard to get attention from guys. 
• She thinks I always try to look way older than I actually am.
• She thinks I’m out having sex and being loose with myself. 
• She thinks I intentionally look the way I look.

The funny thing is, I’m just me. I can’t help that guys look at me, I can’t help that I have the body I have. I can’t help that I naturally look older than 18. I can’t help that you have so much mistrust in me, and only me. 

I think she wants all this to be true. That way she won’t feel any guilt or remorse for all the insults and names she’s called me. 

I hope one day you’ll understand how much you hurt me, but if that day never comes, I can’t say I’ll be surprised. 

I got to live my dream job today, you have no idea how happy I am. 

PLUS! I met my future Australian hubby/baby daddy, Matthew Ebden. We were less than 4 feet within each other, and his tennis grunt is sexy as fuck. We definitely had a few moments, it helped that I was the best dressed/best looking one there. Hands down. 

Timmy move over, I’ve got a new maaaan<3333